Monday, August 28, 2006

letter of love and anger........

My dear Anita,
Sorry for disturbing you in anyway. Your “YELL” last night almost took off my head. It wasn’t my fault anyway as I called you because I loved you. Don’t you ever think me a normal person because I have my own philosophy of my life and I live with it. Last night if the person that I had called would have been someone else beside you then I would have smashed the face or even have killed. But it was you that I considered because I love you sincerely. By the way when I love I love sincerely and truly and I always keep my word. On the other hand please don’t value the previous mail as much as this one because these are the words sincerely from my heart.
You know I had created a dream to live my whole life with you with no fears and tears, but you seem so proud of yourself that you tend to be unaware of how you are talking. You maybe rich; but keep in mind it may rust any day, you maybe beautiful; but remember it won’t last forever. And all these fuckin things don’t really matter to me a lot when I love. I won’t call you anymore but don’t you ever behave in such a manner to someone who loves you truly and sincerely even if it’s not me because you may have some fatal or unwanted consequences. Once again I am really sorry bothering you so much. Good bye anyway and take care of yourself and try to understand what love really is.

Regards and love
Milan