Suicide notes

As the death embraces me
With every drop of blood
Dripping from my wrist
My heart pounds with fear.
Slowly my nerves get emptied,
My brain loses its motion,
My eyes approaches darkness,
My body loses feelings,

Now my breath gets faster,
To keep my blood running
But of no avail
I throw my hands
I throw my legs,
To try to keep my eyes open,
To try to keep my breathe,
But of no avail
Now I sleep in silence forever
And my feelings are numb.